Flow - Really interesting to see the ideas and collaboration between Artist and Scientist

What we believe

Hello Everyone, Following a great day of Skype, ideas and themes resonate with me that are rich in collective experience and integrate into the questioning within the modules we are part of. Sharing our ideas is a great tool for my personal learning and I imagine each of us also. We talked about how we subjectively perceive within our awareness the artefacts and how they can take shape and form. Also our understanding of the AOL’s how to annotate on them and how to link to the literature. This was all really helpful and helped me to step out of my present insight and to move beyond it. The artefact…not only to grasp it as an object wholly reflecting a time framed research project. But to distinguish the artifact as something that could go on and be a resource to other practitioners. That idea has created the drive and excitement I need to move forward and I believe it was really constructive and important for us to critique and advise each other. To help us move outside our perception, outside our own personal ontology. It was beneficial I felt to be part of both Skype calls by taking a different form of participation in both. It was so intriguing and helpful to hear Aggy talk of her present stance within her own research project, realising that what she thought she believed and would find, has turned out, or could be different. I can’t wait to hear. It is true that this feels strange when you sense you are on one path and then you find yourself down another or on the other side of the road! For me, this has happened too I had no idea that my research project would change my whole outlook of what dance pedagogy for children can be or what it could lead me to in the future. The past year has changed my relationships, my teaching and myself. I wanted to talk about what we believe as for me this notion of “believing” changes and evolves. It links to the ideas that were talked about with the blogs about just putting it out there and also a blog I was going to write last week and then changed my mind. I always see the blogs as the next step beyond our journals, its ok with our journals as no one sees’ them so we can plough through our thoughts, struggles, experimentations and feelings. In Module 1 and 2, I blogged…Some I am proud of, some I cringe at! But when I look at them I realize why I thought those thoughts at that moment and why I wrote them down. It was my process! And occurrences in life happen (moves, baby’s, jobs, health) go on as we journey through those processes.. All around us affects us in our humanness. I think this part is where I wave a lighter above my head and sing “we are the world!” I don’t mean to jest but it is a great thing when you didn’t get something and then it clicks that “bling moment”. Some dance practitioner’s work and literature I have looked during my study has scared me and I formed opinions on them at the time before I fully understood how I could take something from them and find value. I think I pushed it away… found it threatening or frustrating. One of them was my view on “Parades and changes” (1965-67); revivals 1995-2006. Now I look back on that blog I feel like doh! I see it differently now or I say yes I get that bit I can relate to it or no that isn’t relevant to me but I can see how powerful and groundbreaking it was at the time and still is with its retrospective. I now see the relevance and would love to get my kit off with Anna Halprin and roll around on her dance deck” I probably will! Just have to save up to get to San Fran. I am forming grounded opinions and the more I delve the deeper it all becomes as part of me and I have formed a real connection to Anna Halprins work. She is bold, brave, wanted to break the mold of Modern dance, clever and always exploring to form understanding and acceptance across all boundaries (fences) I love it. So I raise my cup of tea to all our blogs and my moments of change, beliefs and my personal cringe moments.

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/anne-josephson/fit-and-funky_b_5571593.html

October 21st

There is a new shop opening in town it is called "October 21st". It will sell clothes. Strange name I thought at first, but then I was intrigued with it.. and after standing back and thinking for a moment I thought it was really good as it captured my imagination and made me think and react... I guess that when it opens it will be on October the 21st? I will see. I think I will have to go in and ask. That is the thing at the moment, I can't stop asking, looking, absorbing and collating! I am spinning... I work in the contexts of my research every week day either: >State Primary School >My Dance School >Special Needs School and although sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. Whatever does occur however leads me to something else. I am reading a great deal too on non verbal communication,which is something that has come up through the research, Ideas on creativity, dancing for health and Anna Halprin and her life work. Again sometimes I pick up the texts up and new ideas of the experience leap out at me and lead me to go back into the research setting and see for myself. Or a new idea or question arises. At other times I can feel I am being lead up a path leading to something too big for me to handle within the timeframe or even that isn't intrinsically relevant. To be disciplined on this is a challenge. I know there is a time to stop collecting data and I am feeling it is soon as each theme could be explored on its own, let alone as part of my "dance class". It is as if I want to rebel against my Gant chart! and just keep collecting data! like a sort of consuming...I do think it is because my term started earlier than our term. I am now taking stock and then will explore more or start to structure the critical analysis..Either if it is just to pause and really go over it all or just to triangulate. The thing that I have found this week is that the interview process with the parents is quite emotive. I have also had to stop talking! and listen and make a real emphasis not to influence but to collect data rich in personal comment. Some parents don't really want to talk some you can't stop and have definite ideas...its really insightful. How is everyone else doing?? How is it going?

An Interview in the NY Times- Anna Halprin

http://www.nytimes.com/2014/09/25/garden/in-california-a-marriage-of-dance-and-design.html?module=Search&mabReward=relbias%3Ar

Answers or Insight?

Hi Everyone…It’s been great to read the latest blogs and they are flowing at a real pace now…Skype calls are rich in sharing and I sense a real support network forming. 

Rose’s blog was so great it is one I will revisit to remind myself, the essence of questions, and our expectations held in the idea of gaining the answers. To reiterate Rose’s blog; 

 “We don’t have to provide an answer…. learn how to ask better questions in order to gain greater insight and understanding” Payne, R. (2014) 

 These phrases resonate with my ‘present’ and truly I imagine absorbing them. I will make them my daily mantra over the coming weeks so they become my future! 

So I will come at the essence of ‘questions’ with a look at what we were expecting from ‘answers’. Questions can hold such an expectation that the answer would take us out of a place of uncertainty. An uncomfortable, in some instances painful state of limbo, not an ideal place to be? However being in that place of uncertainty doesn’t have to have negative connotations. It is impulse that drives us forward forming new questions and finer insight. 

 A question is my son a boy? Yes. Answered by fact …‘fact’ he is a boy. So a fact can give me the answer in some contexts. However with dance and our experiences of it intrinsically and contextually, it is ever moving, changing, evolving literally in continuum. 

 “The dancer oriented in time/space, somatically alive to her experience of moving.” Fraileigh and Hanstein (1999 p.11) 

 So fixed certainty just don’t seem to crack it! Would we be interested in it if it wasn’t exploratory … We are not looking for facts, more of a better understanding. How can we prove facts when our subject involves a human experience? And that is so diverse. In the act of research it is a continuous circle, 

 “New knowledge is always generative-questions lead to answers and answers always beget more questions” Fraileigh and Hanstein (1999 p.25)

Thanks for the blogs

Bye for now hear you in Skype

Global Networks...

It was so great to meet and connect with our MAPP community at our Skype on Sunday, and what a big one it was! I think Skype served us well. Particularly on the level of supporting each other, sharing thoughts and questions as we embark on our individual modules. It always amazes me how easy it is to connect and also how addictive it is at times. There are new forms appearing at a fast pace. Technologies changing rapidly and connections growing. Ken Robinson who writes on the subject of creativity, touches on how we are in the process of great change and our communication methods have gained rapid momentum; “Inventor and futurist Ray Kurzweil points out that evolution of biological life and of technology have followed the same pattern. They both take a long time to get going but advances build on one another and progress erupts at an increasingly furious pace” Robinson (2001p.27) So I guess we may be at the point in time of the Dinosaurs now that analogue technologies are dying and we have reached a sort of amphibian stage. Who knows we might have Skype set in our reading glasses soon as we go about our business. I don’t think it’s far off. With Spotify (with which I have only just begun to understand) I can connect with 111,625 followers who also firstly want to ‘chill’ then acutely want to ‘chill with ‘tranquility with a beat’ what a crazy idea if you were to tell the fourteen year old me alone with my Sony Walkman! I find it exciting how our experiences have led us all to this one place. This mostly virtual place, and how our learning community of the ‘now’ is so fruitful to us. Our global network includes students that have connected with us from Dubai, The States and all over the UK. Giving us all the opportunity to develop ourselves our thinking and our pedagogies. We have discussed our commonalities; our dance, our module handbooks, our anxiety’s and our excitement as we move forward in time with the development of our research journeys or mapping out of whom we are and where our past learning occurred. I expect our passages to this point are diverse. I would like to see our journeys painted on a map of the world visually and colourfully drawn with zig zaggy lines all meeting at a final point, demonstrating our journeys from our first dance ever (where it took place) to the dance… our last dance or representation of our dance at the University theatre for our final viva’s. It may have been a slow drip urging you or a seed planted; a conversation with a colleague, an article in a journal or a search on the web that led us here to MAPP DTP at Middlesex University. Who knows, but somehow we have all arrived at this virtual place within and belonging to our ‘global network’ Decades ago we would have all had to physically have met in a classroom, Possibly moved city or town. I feel lucky… and wish us all a great term.